tough one to write

Lyrics

Hello my name is trauma thought I would just let you know
Im living in your head and I don’t plan to let you go
I coming in your thoughts When things are going slow
Got you spending all dough on therapy Until Going broke
Well its for you to roll I’m asking you to please leave
Because you tease me and The won’t release me
Then You squeeze me me like cheap suited three piece
But Jesus did a clean sweep of my life saying be free
Oh my I just pop by to say Hi
What you think I’m a Lame guy believing the same lie
its time to exit stage right since I found a changed mind
time now to say bye because I found a changed life (12)
Nah im here to fill you just with some self doubt
Make you paranoid when they wanna go now and help out
Make you go and avoid all the things you felt about
And When it all fell down I’m the one to cause the melt down

Its another week found it hard to speak
Going thru the stages of my grief found it Hard to breathe
I just stop and stare sitting there upon my seat
Two fingers tapping on my jeans just to make a beat
Now your in my reach I’m a leave no tears up on your cheek
I’m a detach you from your emotion so you don’t voice ya needs
Numb you to the words you spoken until you go and plead
Lord God I know your strong when I am weak
Lord God I know I am wrong when I don’t seek
To see your face but it feels like you hide from me
I know that aint true so I go and Stop and read
In your word I’m assured please go and Take the lead (12)
I put you first while I lay my pride down up at your feet
Even if it’s getting worse I know that I can Take the heat
I know theres something you want me to learn so go and teach
I’m a trust you just to lead me to what I need to see